1bbshirlee
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its not a perfect world...You should/probly know this,.So,...Why do you try so hard,. dont forget about the raw and gritty,...ya know its always fun......lighten uo, dont sweat the small stuff and REMEMBER when its all said and done and over with you'll be standing with U yes YOU,.So really what does antthing else matter......
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I just thought Id write this...see this is BS like you once said youd rather eat out of a trash can, yes sir so would I this gettin up befor the sun rises is for the birds literly but I guess that what ya got to do if ya really need to make that green,. ya know Ive been there before and used to do this all the time,. I dont like it and if it wernt for thr cruise or that D show MY ASS woiuld still be in bed....
Hey Miss BB : ) Gawd girl it's been a long time. Wanted to come say hello and tell ya that I think of you often.. but just don't get a chance to write as much. Getting close to this Redneck Paradise thing... 50 some days left. News Flash: I'm gonna have to report to you that I will still be fat for the cruise...lol Just trying to make a funny of it... haven't been doing that great during the past three weeks.. but trying to work my way back prior to the fall. How have you been doing? Still doing them loads of crunches?
I've been seeing on the news about these horrible tornado.. just makes my heart feel so numb.... I know you are in that area... please be safe girl. And that poor lil baby girl.. God rest her soul.. and her family.. hurts to see that stuff on the news.. so sad :(
I just became a great aunt over the weekend.. my lil Jen Jen is now all grown up and having babies of her own. She was only 27 weeks when her water popped... she gave birth to a 2lb 13oz lil baby girl named Jade. I only got to see pics b/c she lives 5 hours north of me... but she's so tiny and precious.
Welp.. that's about all for now.. Have a great week sweets !! Hugs
I do need to get used to the fact there will be a day when hes gone forever, the day he finally finds the one hes willing to settle down with, the who he will work like a dog to provide for in order to show his love for her,.I know he has it in him,. He told me not long ago, I just need to do it like this until I can make it,,,im not gonna write it and thats not excatly how he said it but basically He's not ready to get a job....and when i asked him what he liked to do he said get fuckup.... youve mentiond Wannona Winer twice I beleive in you songs you sing,.that last on says that ya probly never will...I still dont see why not...but I just cant stand here and drowned in a pool of tears....so I guess I'll keep movin on but like I said today, its not that I cant have a husband, its just Im not selttlen this time,.I dont Have2...Its Kid Rock Cailaber or NoThing.
Hummm, I have time to write something, got det back30min,.I havent seen him all weekend excepet for satyrday midmoring when he showed up to show me his fuckin hiccki, ya I should lisen to jon and myself I have no business fucking around with him,.but how can I get away,.he's alwayes right there and than when his lucks down he's always around,. Ivan came by last night, he's back, he always makes fun of T,. I dont adulterate and nither does I our relationship,.he's aucually very very smart and its so sad his momma brouth him from mexico when he was a baby and he's been tryin to become an american although he is,.he's lived here his entire life, his two sisters were born here they get to go back and forth but not him and he has to be extra extra good...did you know thers alot of kids that come over undocumemted as children and than as adults forced back to a country they are unfamiler with,.it happen and in writting can/wont exsplain the lagistics,.anyways, he's my Hommie and I love Ivan like a son....oh thats one thing, although that punk inflicts missery upon my/our children, the lord seends many young souls to my door for guidance,...anywaysa,....I had to get me som papers at the outback lastnight, a real live mexican about 5'11 coundnt keep he's eyes off me,.he had /has a supper hard body awawawwawawa he's a brick layer from Teawna dont speak hardly a lick of english (we should get along just fine),....I can tell Oh What A Ride It Would Be....too bad he didnt hit me up about a year or so ago I would have took him home like he asked me...anyways I thought about using him to make T jelous but I can tell this/that mexican is crazy, somethings telling me to stay away , and I do belive I will,.so here I am again waithing and waithing.......
ya I do and I cry. I miss my Boys
omgoodness, I love this song especaily the last lines,. him and his brown eyes,.just one more time over and over I will untill I find my true love witch I feel I already have (fuck You) (just Kidding) ( no really FU)......so I give it all 2T but not since the 26th ya I just had to look, and ya I write T on each day it happens not when he visists , Id get confused, well no but Id have to think...anyways Ive not been takin care of my self so it will be really really good,.Im about to go crazy...I went to bed early (10pm,lol on a sat night-1st on in a long one) I was hoopen T or you would show up and Id be rested and ready,.but no...I got a soild nights rest and work early relizing Im alone, which is fine,.Im savin myself up,.I sur hope I get laid tonight,.and I dont know why...hummmm
"One More Time"
lynyrd skynyrd
How can you stand there smilin'
After all you've done
You know it seems to make you happy
When you've hurt someone
Twice before you fooled me
With your deceivin' and lyin'
Come in and close the door
One more time, one more time
Yeah you've been gone so long
No one knows where
And you say that you still love me
Then show me you care
'Cause you got what it takes sweet mama
To make a man feel fine
So I'll take the word of a liar
One more time, one more time
Girl you've got me hungry
Losin' my mind
I know I'm playin' with fire
Get burned everytime
Yes I'm a fool for you baby I can't deny
But I got to have your sweet love
One more time, one more time
Girl you've got me hungry
Losin' my mind
I know I'm playin' with fire
I get burned everytime
Yes I'm a fool for you mama I can't deny
But I got to have your sweet love
One more time, one more time
Yes I'm her fool once more
I can read her brown eyes
But when the rooster crows tomorrow
Well its her turn to cry
I'm headed down that old road
She lost her free ride
So tonight I'll take what I paid for
One more time, one more time
One more time
I guess I'll go roller skating by myself up at okc skate, I havent been on wheels scince befor 12-2008 this should be interesting if I make it there. I'll were my new KR short. I like it.
and I really have been up and down since I turned seventeen, acually why befor than, we came up with some storys in order to get around and not let the fokes know whats going down,.the day My daddy said, "your goona act like that, your goona pay rent" I thought in my mind humm if Im gonna pay rent it not gonna be here, and I flew the coup and Ive not been back except for dinner and holidays and that two week stay in 2008 when I was really jacked up....My vist with dena was wounderful,. she seems so continte ,.she really is a new one like I said befor...I ate and we looked through a few things and than the phone rang it was her husband ckeeking up on her than he wanted to talk to me,.as I was taliking to him it ran through my mind to ask him for work,. he's apainter ya know...not just your reagular painter, they do the fancy stiuff ,.antiqueing, varnating, mulity marbal lookin paint,.anyways I didnt get the chane,.HE ASKED ME! (God is Good) so I got two hours work in yesterday and I have to show up at eightam monday,.were working in a church and it buetiful and I get high and giggily from the fumms.....so my point, sadly were out runnin around doin crazy stuff and I suppose something or someones benifiting....ITS all about the GOD DAMM money....lets see ya live with out it, ya cant, you'll only exsiste,.my point,. MONEYS GOOD and HELPFUL.....the LOVE of money is evil,....I dont love money and I wont steal or do a trick for it...seems to me Im un uneducated minumine wage worker, that always has plenty of money...Imageine that! I call it blind faith and blessing of God my true love and inspiration....
thats a good direction and decision it will be benifical to all,. your doin your part sweety that we can to ,.all just to get along,. I wont ever do that to you or at least I hope I wont,. I surly dont want to,. but than I guess so,. who knows,. but Im getting used to you, I really do need 2 go,. here I go,. Stop by some time, anytime. Please. I'll be nice.
He came by by today as if its no big deal I told him he's unrelaibale he said nigga I dont care (Ya he really talks like that) I was front roll at Drake,. I dont know if he was but I told him he missed out on a good time and that I heard the sound sucked becaues that had 18 sub whoffers or something like that along with seventeen of another sound something from the stange hand,.ya know I cash some of thire ckeeks and I ask questions...than the MF made sure to let me see his hikkie on the right side of his neak, its as if he would wait till I move to a posistion where he could strch his neack, as always I was passive agressive about that, Im still at my house soon I will go see Dena and call Bobby Jean too (BTW that someone was not you) (see I kind of know ya, I think ya might think that opps was U if you read this) Im just wasten time...I know what I want,. and wounder if that want will last.....,..?
corretion , after wise is careing for #3
I know all about it...I like my place better...Its right here baby.
My sister just called, she wants to make sure Im going to see her today like I told her I might last night, good thing she called, I suppose I'll do that,. I made a list today of what I want,. I read somewhere if ya write down what you want to acouplish and post it where you can see it everyday it will help make it reality,. I suppose as I go along I'll add and deduck perhaphs from time to time but today I fill confidant it should pretty much stay like it is until I recive each or at least make some type of postive progress
1. Kid Rock will be my boyfriend.
2. Dena will walk and talk again.
3.Logan and Justin will be wise, thoughtful, productive men.
4. I will be happy
I dont think that's too much to ask for and I dont see why it cant happen.
Now I had a talk with ALS last night about something (woo good thing I almost wrote the name) andways we all do our thing,.and how can I say this,. never mind I'll say in another post 2 u my LOVE!
There was this hansome fella at work today when I got there after jumping out of bed,.I been busy working, paying bills and getting the D details in order,I coundnt wait, Im setteled except for speending money in Florida and the D,. Im gonna call it an evening soon and hope for a solid rest with no distrations, ya know, Its gonna be one of those sleep till Im trired nights hopefully,. I love you and I think half your fans are slizze balls, humm, what does that make me,.hummm, I hope its not like that old saying, theres about three of them and Im afraid to say other than the other half are totally AWSOME.....My Bro Jon took me to eat, I think I almost killed him, I used to do the same thing to greg and its happened with others as well, I just speak what I think and feel and they laugh, they laugh so hard they almost die,.and its not funny to me.
Hey, hey, hey - HAPPY FRIDAY!!!
Omgosh - Shirlee the show that you're going to, it's on the 3rd, tomorrow! Lucky Lady! You be safe & have a totally awesome time!
Enjoy :)))
ps - have a Blessed day big xoxox to ya!
ps - 56 days til ship sales - wahooo!!!
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Seems I made it back home just fine as well.
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Im all spiffiyed up and even flatened my hair, just for you. Break A Leg MF'
I havent heard from T, I sure dont want to drive down that hwy alone but I will, Im not really sure what time to leave I told him 3, I think I'll give him until then.
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No Dought about it
Now let me here what ya think about it
Love is a choice,.I choose to love my boys dad,. Frirst becaues I knew he would/could "get er done" along with a dowery,. My Bad.....like ive said before if i didnt leave id be dead in presion or the mental ward by now....it wasent right and i wasted alot of good years and created two humans who reap my sorrow Daily and I mean Daily...so now im in this place I belive to be Hell maybe one day I'll get it right.
see my confution love is a choice indeed so why do i love whyt the fuck is love love what the fuck is love love love love fuck love what is love i keep searching for love i guess the reason i cant find it is becaues i dont know what love is i have an ideal and ive read word ive been taught to interpit and write like im doing here i swear to GOD im living in HELL!!!!!!!!!!!
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That's HOTT!
im gonna make a copy of that copy and paste job about conditinal and non condotional love...na ,.no I anit..I cant blam him ,.he's so young...you know he drives me crazy, I tell you all the time, ya see where more like buddys, were buddy becaues we need each other...I know how to love now.....as much as you may think i only probly if luckey write a ten of my life here...he useded that word IF when he was fucking me the night befor last...I told/said GET OFF ME in a deep calm voice,. he didnt he keep fuckin and felt all so good,.I think it turned him on I didnt go along.....anyways T's love 4 me is conditional I do belive
im still gonna do it
oh dice only go up to six
Ive decidede just know as im doing my nails and liseing to Jeff Gill and puttin dots on my nails and since im going to the casino and I brock my right ring nail im gonna do em like dice yelp one thru ten lekft middel get five right middel gets ten the one i brock well the tree will get them its O P I Muppets series color Gone Gonzo which is a sparkling tealish, the dots are clear.
its a good ol bo deal...oh a friend woundnt let a friend do that.....oh mutherfucker he will thats the only kind of friend i need are the ones that say nothing or else yes you can..now a good kind suggestion insight or knowleage not bad but as always seriously concidederd, in the end do what feels right which my dear is not always "right",.so they say., and who are they and what are you and what is all of this? Nothing but a vapor ask any scients. Now what shall we do and how can this be how are some poor some lame some rich witch dont come with fame how is it we all dont live the same yet congregate puch ideas complants and pleds of mursy how is it how is it its the same ol feeling just a new day a day to do anything......and thats anybody...BET ME
Im thinkin the pink tight shirt with senquills that are shapped OMG in diffrent colors....what out is in whats in is out...thats just how it is.
OMG this may not be a good thing me going to the WEAM, I was looking at the posters and stuff and it made me want to take care of myself but I dont want to it always ruines it for T..I had to come here and write I need to go cut the long, I hope my little buddy shows up this evning...I love you I really do..See what you make me do..Im not blammin you just ,makin it alright in my mind. I love you. Dont be scared.
61 and Sunny, Im gonna mow the lawn, clean my car do my nails make some money shave my legs and get a good nights rest and come see you in the T with my T if all goes well tommarow. Might even spify up my deck outside, I'll just have to see...thats my exersize for the day besides maybe a few crunches in the evening.
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Ive been down those streets
YOU ARE SO LUCKY TO BE GOING TO THE BENEFIT IN THE BIG "D" - lucky girl!
:)))
I will keep my phone on tonight. I need to catch up w/ Jess too and that's the best time, after 10:00, for her too. :)
oh and thats not all of the story or the only one like that.
Did three or four 180's in 86 in a 78 Honda celica going north on 35 at the crossrouds (66th.st) landed in the mediume head south,. needless to say I head back home to moore and called it a night.
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B's make Honey
I want to see you play the Giant Harp, I lost my pick in the F-310 and I statred playing it backwards like a harp...Ive always loved the Harp...I can only play bueatiful music when Im alone...Its a relazting therapy for me.....Jon said to me yesterday "ya know if I was a Kid Id want to do all these things you do, and I did",.I said , ya know jon when I was in my twentys I didnt do anything like most twenty year olds did" (Hell,from24 to 26 I dont remember much, I was so depressed from captivity that I sleep)...he smiled "its good you like to do stuff like that" I just dont want to...we talk sometimes about how its better being single, and it is.
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and although some may think and say im crazy...All MUST remember ITS MY realaty ...4SURR
the quiry...you need a quirer...its not your normal Orqurastra.....it should be insanly intinsifing...thunderus......and as qickly as the ragging trumpts drums and stings...swwwwisssisisisihhhh......calmness, serinity,ever so smothlyn and than a gradual escalations,.back in forth, back and forth, up and down doen down and up and up and up and away....what I feel and invision I can only dream.......
He told me nothing goes on here that he dont know about, He said even when Im not here I know whats going on....He said dont think Im not around...that makes me happy...But Still, why Im I the one that always has to hols it down.
i realy like him i really do, idont know why i like him but i do, he stops by and see's me and calls me baby somtimes, i get that shy girlish felling inside, just writting about it gives me tingels down my soain...i love him, but cant have him Im old...i want him so bad i stand at bay i control it all the way. my confution confusues him...he drives me crazy....I dont trust him......i love him but know it cant be, he'd only break my heart, and I dont blam him one bit, thats why I keep searching, he's my helper.
So now you need a Talon. I saw a nice pweter one with the ankel part and all with a skull. it was kewl the clews were grippein it.
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I just swung a deal, and I'll swing another one by this tiime tomaarow, tomarrow Bet Your Botton DOLLOR!!! xoxoxo
o win o win will i find my husband or when will he find me
I laid in Bed Lnowing you where not for me
All out of Greed
surly all must know you reap what you saw
Now I have this little bo
while he has my only two Bo's I love so
Thats what6 I get for being a stupid ass bitch
all is fair in love and war...who said that? I dont Know but I like being alone
Becaues
the MIND
IS A DANGOUROUS
THING
IT WILL EAT YOU INSIDE OUT
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