Man I am sooo cranky today. No sleepfor shit! You know those nights? Huz came home after a rough week on Active Duty across the state. He brought home a 12-pack of beer. I'm okay with that most of the time. He went onto one of his quiz sites and got really pissed at this "hermit" guy. I dunno, some major diss going on, which we all can relate to.
But dont fuckin wake me up every hour or so to update me on your on-line drama, or ask me historical trivia!!! FUCK!! 3 AM and I yelled at him ...which...got the hounds baying fiercly from their nite-crates. which.... woke up the boys. The boys went back to bed but I had to let up the hounds so they could sniff out that everything was okay.
I kept telling him "its just on-line shit... Hermit is winning cuz he's got you all pissed off...jeeezus... fuck them" I had to laugh cuz damn I been there. Haven't we all? But eeerrrrgghh!!!! It was 7ish when the hounds were ready for their day. NOOOOOOOO
Usually, I get up. Especially when I know Huz has been working these long hours prepping for the Co's deployment. He's really inwardly stressed about his duties as an Officer, as a Huz, father, his ex and her mental instability (BPD). I know he worries about my sobriety while he's overseas and Ido my best to help calm him in that aspect thu actions, not just words. So this morning... No WAY Man, I was NOT getting the dogs out... NOT cooking breakfast...NOT starting the coffee pot. The baying began...we rolled around, and he goes "honey-baby?" My knee promtly shoved his backside OUT of the bed. "YOUDO IT Mr Trivia FKin KING!!
At first he was mad, as I went back to sleep, but only half sleep I could hear him beg the boys not to wake me up. Around 9 I was bombarded with Nerf darts and a cup of Joe. Trying to be in a good mood here....but eeerrrrrghghgh!
Just wanted to share that... thanx...Micki