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My life My Life My Life... Read along, sing along, love me for me

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    My life My Life My Life... Read along, sing along, love me for me
    That Guy says (21 Feb '10)

    Hit Play, as you read this.. What I write may not be funny, but the song is.. ONE LOVE

    Yeah, Whats up Peoples!!! So, I have been sitting here in a fucking funk of misery. Sometimes I look around and wonder where the next bottle of Pop may come from, or the next gallon of milk, or god forbid the next bottle of vodka. Haha, just kidding. I almost died last night, Yeah, hopped up on Motrin, Klonopin, and a few glasses of wine, I drove to the other side of the state. Woke up driving in the median, Grass, hills, and trees... That was sure a wake up. First I called my Angel, and she assured me all was well, then I realized I subconsciously drove 20 miles further then I needed.. How fucking cool!!!

    Yeah, Having a hard time adjusting to having nothing to do. My resume is out there, but I am also being picky. I cant take cheap labor and travel all over the town, paying for only my gas.. Along the way I got a friend who means the world to me. During this latest battle with depression she is always there, well, almost always there, she going through some shit too.. Sometimes helping her through her shit helps me forget mine.. Have you ever told yourself to keep a distance, watch your step, only to get your head a bit overboard? Yeah, i have... Life is grande, when I want it to be.

    The Roll On Video is so fucking dope. I am not sure the mass appeal it will heave, but here it is being looked at with pride. Kid Rock, for all the crazy shit he does, knows where his heart is. Some mistaken my cynical posts with the fact I dont like Kid Rock, I love Kid Rock, I love the music he has given me, the enjoyment, and the entertainment. When I say I dont like something, I would say it right to his face, its just who I am.

    McCain and Obama. quite a battle. I don't like McCain, and I don't hate Obama. It's weird. I think Obama is a proud socialist, and McCain is a embarassed capitalist. I think Obama represents alot of things we can agree on. I am not sure he can get them done, but I am not sure McCain can wake in the morning. I hate almost everything Democrats stand for, but I do not cherish everything Republicans stand for. I just want this country fixed..

    Many People stumble through life wondering what their purpose is. I really think my purpose is to entertain people. I am writing some music, I am writing a book, and I am writing a screenplay. I hope that all of you are still around to support it. I have come to realize the best way to get through tough times is to pick up a pen and write. I learned that from two people, Theresa, and my best friend Freddie Bauregard.

    Thanks to Kelly, Queensalmon, My Wife Genny, Tangie, Angel, Theresa, and Connie. Your words, friendship, and honesty mean the world to me. Sometimes I wonder if I will make it to tomorrow, other times you all make me realize I have a ways to go!!!

    God Bless!!

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on Sun, 02/21/2010 - 11:42pm

Hit Play, as you read this.. What I write may not be funny, but the song is.. ONE LOVE

Yeah, Whats up Peoples!!! So, I have been sitting here in a fucking funk of misery. Sometimes I look around and wonder where the next bottle of Pop may come from, or the next gallon of milk, or god forbid the next bottle of vodka. Haha, just kidding. I almost died last night, Yeah, hopped up on Motrin, Klonopin, and a few glasses of wine, I drove to the other side of the state. Woke up driving in the median, Grass, hills, and trees... That was sure a wake up. First I called my Angel, and she assured me all was well, then I realized I subconsciously drove 20 miles further then I needed.. How fucking cool!!!

Yeah, Having a hard time adjusting to having nothing to do. My resume is out there, but I am also being picky. I cant take cheap labor and travel all over the town, paying for only my gas.. Along the way I got a friend who means the world to me. During this latest battle with depression she is always there, well, almost always there, she going through some shit too.. Sometimes helping her through her shit helps me forget mine.. Have you ever told yourself to keep a distance, watch your step, only to get your head a bit overboard? Yeah, i have... Life is grande, when I want it to be.

The Roll On Video is so fucking dope. I am not sure the mass appeal it will heave, but here it is being looked at with pride. Kid Rock, for all the crazy shit he does, knows where his heart is. Some mistaken my cynical posts with the fact I dont like Kid Rock, I love Kid Rock, I love the music he has given me, the enjoyment, and the entertainment. When I say I dont like something, I would say it right to his face, its just who I am.

McCain and Obama. quite a battle. I don't like McCain, and I don't hate Obama. It's weird. I think Obama is a proud socialist, and McCain is a embarassed capitalist. I think Obama represents alot of things we can agree on. I am not sure he can get them done, but I am not sure McCain can wake in the morning. I hate almost everything Democrats stand for, but I do not cherish everything Republicans stand for. I just want this country fixed..

Many People stumble through life wondering what their purpose is. I really think my purpose is to entertain people. I am writing some music, I am writing a book, and I am writing a screenplay. I hope that all of you are still around to support it. I have come to realize the best way to get through tough times is to pick up a pen and write. I learned that from two people, Theresa, and my best friend Freddie Bauregard.

Thanks to Kelly, Queensalmon, My Wife Genny, Tangie, Angel, Theresa, and Connie. Your words, friendship, and honesty mean the world to me. Sometimes I wonder if I will make it to tomorrow, other times you all make me realize I have a ways to go!!!

God Bless!!

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AnnieRocks's picture

awww Kev I always enjoy reading your stuff

`cheers
careful, Its JACK!

That Guy's picture

Thanks People

DetroitRocker1's picture

"Stand strong thru the storms of life, the sun with always shine on you." Those are words/lyrics I live by and believe you me I've had to live thru a few or 3. Hang in there Kevin, it can only get better from here on out! Glad you have friends that are there for you to talk to because support from loved ones is extremely important.

Agree, the Roll On vid is DOPE!! Makes me proud to be a native Detroiter, but I've always been proud of growing up in Detroit! Never regret any of the struggles my family had while growing up there..it made me who I am today.

Pick up that pen and paper and do what you do best! From what I've seen it is your calling man..WRITE ON!

Peace and love to ya!!!

ShadyLynn's picture

So many things that you've written above that could just as easily describe my struggles. I feel for you. I hope things get better for you Kevin. Love you.

(please, please, be more careful)

DetroitRockGirl_2's picture

I thought I recall reading in a thread somewhere along the way here that you are a dad to someone..............
Kev!
You will absolutely break your child's heart if you lose yourself.......hang in there...there is a bigger reason for you to get through whatever is giving you trouble right now- a child loves you and needs you!!!!

Jen_76's picture

Well very glad to hear that you are alright and god never gives more than 1 can handle. Just have to stay strong tie a knot and hang in there. You seem like very strong person know you can do it. Good luck and best wishes!!

RedwingT's picture

"very soon" should have been at the end of that last sentence!

RedwingT's picture

Hey Kev,
Sorry to hear about your troubles. Your a strong dude, you can come thru anything, I'm sure.
This can't be the toughest times of your life, or maybe they are, Like I would know.
I say, pick yourself up by your bootstraps and use that creative mind you have to change things for the better!
Good luck to you, hoping you find your way to the next chapter of your life!

14 CRAZY LADY's picture

KevGod! Sorry to hear of your problem`s,Life does suck at times! Your a Tough guy,but your HEART is as BIG as you are! Glad you survied last night,truly hope ya wont try that stunt again.Ya know with all this free time ya could come & harrass us at The Madhouse.

Janie_9's picture

I hope that things get better for you real soon. Remember you're not indestructable so be careful in what you do. Don't want to see anyone splattered on the road somewhere. If you're going to try to party away the blues, get a designated driver. Did you file an appeal with unemployment? This may be some sort of wake up call telling you to do something else with your life. This could be a blessing in disguise that will lead you to bigger and better things in your life. Make them happen. You're a go-getter, aren't you? We all face obstacles at different points in our lives, you'll find a way to get around them as we all do. Sorry to ramble on so. Just got on here and saw you were down. Not the usual entertaining quips I normally see from you.
Bummer. Been there and done that more than once. Different circumstances though. You'll get through it.
Know that we all are pulling for you.

Genny's picture

awww. i love you too...glad you didn't die :-)

Snaps's picture

aawww kev I am feeling this post...

Sorry you are going threw a tough time in life, seems like the road always has bumps along the way but eventually they do smooth out. ~Crossing fingers~

What happened to you is why I don't drink and drive. When I was 22 I fell asleep being WAY intoxicated and woke up in the other lane. I know it was just for a sec but alot can happen. Scared the shit out of me and I'm sure I did it again but when I had kid's my whole out look on life changed that very minute and still changes daily.

I know we have had cat fights BUT I will always admire who you are.

Take Care KevRocker!

kidrockschic's picture

Sometimes you make it hard to dislike you.....

I am profoundly sorry that you are experiencing a down moment but it's just a moment and you will endure. Your a good man Kevin, I am sorry for thinking otherwise.

Good luck and God Bless
BJ