Im a little sad to see Friday sneaking up on me..
This one seems to mean alot to me. I mean..Im at around 8 shows this tour and thats usually my limit per tour (exception R&R pain train..haha) Im positive it will be the last one for me on this tour and I have this strange feeling I'll be seeing Run for the last time. Its almost like saying goodbye to my youth. (yea...yea..long overdue)
I remember seeing Run DMC with The Beasties & LLCJ way back in 86 or 87, then Aero, DMC & Kid and now this version this tour...its almost like coming full circle and Im sad.
It may sound cheesy...but I figured some of you might understand. I know I bitch about the show alot...but to see him with Run this tour..I felt renewed.
If anyone knows me, you know how I feel the moment Run comes out!
Music transports you...and yea Kids music does but seeing Run again...wow..it took me back to the days of no bills,no major worries...no problems...the only things missing of course was Darryl & Jay (Ohhh...and my former small ass! sigh)
I know Im getting deep here..but fuck it...Ive got so much to think about these days...with the economy..trying to sell two houses...buy a new one...MAYBE plan a wedding (dont get ahead of me people...no ring....yet) and the shows are losing something for Scott...hes just not into seeing him everytime like I am (luckily he knows not to jump in front of a moving train!)
I mean...when the fuck did I grow up? I missed it...
I feel it settling in...ohhh dont act like you dont at times...hangovers hurt much worse then they used to!
Fuck...now Im rambling...
so....if you see me Friday...and Im tearing up a bit...be kind...
or I'll punch you in the fucking mouth