I got one fer ya-- I woke up from a dream a Devil without a cause had a dream of a black chick ,white guy in the background i heard the Party Ode.Today im feeling like a Gangster from the Oldschool.
Hey. Just wanted to wish Kid Rock and all the good Dad's out there a Happy Father's Day. I hope you all spend it in a special way. I'm always a little sad on this day cause I lost my Dad when I was 13.. So God Bless to all of you & appreciate what you got while you got it..... :)
Hey. Just wanted to wish Kid Rock and all the good Dad's out there a Happy Father's Day. I hope you all spend it in a special way. I'm always a little sad on this day cause I lost my Dad when I was 13.. So God Bless to all of you & appreciate what you got while you got it..... :)
I'm on medication so I don't kill people.....lmao......
I think Heba we are all long lost sisters...my brother is 8 yrs older.. he was married and long gone shortly after my father died.. I had no one at home..and sometimes I wish I was ignored by her..I think of the things she did and said about me through out my life. I think even the day before she died she was talking crap about me to my aunt on my phone in my house. then she goes and dies..and my son being so young at the time thought it was his fault she died..poor kid..I tell him it was not but I don't think he believes me till this day..Its weird how kids preceive things.. But I must say the one thing she did show me at the moment of her death was that there is a heaven and it doesn't matter what kind of crap you did to people in your life..To elaberate...seconds before she died she looked up and over and said "Benny", that was my dads name, and she shifted her eyes and said "Momma". Just like they were standing right there to come get her...It bugged me out. but it made me believe in heaven.......So I truly believe that everything happens for a reason..She was a nut so I could raise great kids without the help of their asshole father.... "I am a proud Momma"....
No Tangie, I don't mind the shortining of my name.. actually most of my friends call me Roe.. cause they can't pronouce my name right...lol.. and damn straight I took the detour..My fiance tells me I'm to soft with my kids.. maybe I am.. but you know what.. they don't drink, do drugs or get into trouble...Unlike me when I was their age..YIKES.. I was the absolute black sheep of the strict Roman Catholic family I was raised in..
only the strong survive sister :)
Rosaria, are we long lost sisters? Your childhood sounds like mine :( I agree, when growing up with awful parents, it just makes you all the better parent when you have children! You know EXACTLY what NOT to do!
I am SO aware of my childrens emotions (as I was ignored as a child) that I probably go overboard, but at least my children will never question my love for them, they are the most important thing in my life. My mothers most important thing to her was herself. When my father died, he left us with a mother who couldn't stand us. It was a very hard life to live! Me and all my siblings have scars that will never fade. At least we had each other---I couldn't imagine my life without my siblings growing up!!
Tell me about it... My brother who is 8 years older than me (the golden child) says he needs therapy cause of the way his mother was.. I said brother your trippin...She might have been all in your business and up your ass but the sun rised and set on your head.... If I begin to tell you guys what that nut did to me you really would wonder how I'm not a nutjob......
Yep... After her son made her sell her house in Staten Island so he and his family could move to Cali and buy a house "together" He threw her ass out.. I always say in my life I have a clear conscience....With her and my Ex husband.. I never turned my back on her....You wouldn't believe the lenghts I went to, to help her when she needed.......and my ex...that's another story....
Actually Tangie I believe her being the way she was with me has made me the best mother I could ever be... I did not want to be anything like her...No hitting my kids no saying that kind of nasty crap to them just being a good teacher,mother & friend..My kids know they can say anything to me.. I don't judge, I worry...Which means I care....
Always remember to appreciate what you have today because tomorrow may not be...
and that's what daddys are for Tangie... They never stop taking care of their girls..
unless its my ex... he left his kids in dust...
don't worry though I'm a forcefield that blocks the dust.... :)
I hear you Heba.. I always tell my fiance to be thankful he still has his dad..And God bless him he is 80.. my dad was 51 when he died..and he left me with a nut job of a mother who always told me till the day she died "she never wanted me your father did".. nice huh..She had her son and that was enough for her.. I'll give you one guess who's house she died in...NOT MY BROTHERS..... geee go figure
Me too Rosaria....
My dad died when I was 12yrs old.
I always remind my husband to be happy he has a Father to wish a Happy Fathers Day too,
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i agree rosaria