The Greatest Gift I have ever received is losing everything!!!

Nothing I can say bout that except I am sorry for your loss. If there is anything you need please send me a private email phoenixcoin@yahoo.com. Tonight I thought about how many roads I have been on and why I changed the roads I traveled. I feel like I have lost my way so many times. Many years ago when my wife and I only had one child Amanda I was asked to go to Minnesota for the company I was working for to develop that market for them. The company was called Merchant Mailer a cooperative direct mail piece. I did my best but they were totally underfunded as was I and the company failed and closed. However, what I remember most was not of business matters. I remember going to the Children's Hospital to meet some kids who had terminal illnesses. I can't tell you how or why I had gone but I can tell you this. Seeing those brave young kids facing what they were facing changed me. After leaving I was weak and broke down in tears. I couldn't ever go back to a place like that. I am not ashamed to say I just don't have that type of strength. I truly wish I did but I don't. I did things in other ways to help those kids. I had forgotten of that day till I just watched The Ultimate Gift tonight with my family. I felt again what I felt that day. I know as I did then why we are all here. It's not for ourselves it's for each other. I know why I have said all these years that I hate money. I blew through it as fast as it could rain in. I am ashamed to say how much I wasted as now and only now I know what the rest of my life will be devoted to. That's helping others anyway I can! If I can help you in anyway, now or in the future I am here for you. Most sincerely! Over the last 10 years and the millions I've blown I have only felt joy when I was helping others. My favorite is Cleavland Eugene. I adopted a fully grown black man and rescued him from the streets. Everyone thought I was crazy. He called me his Guardian Angel. I will not be happy again till I can help others again.