FEELINTHEDAY

you ever have a moment in the day where you pretty much know how the day will go............in..less company comes by .i guess i just miss my son.......he would be at school but he is far away......oh how i wish milton was in tn if i could move ga east......alan ...........i turned to the only man that gives me answers because i have no other that is so honest.......turn to job 5 been here done this......but to me it means something diff.when i read that i can't help but talk about a relationship in my life that has changed...............i was told last nite by this person he said crying omg i feel bad........... you are hurting me and i have never felt this from you in almost six years..........on the flip side i took that a a damn good compliment..........all i could say was man im just writing at home alone im sorry i just don't feel the same and don;t want my son affected anymore...........thats hard too .......when the kill switch turns off love finally after all the hurt c i am not hurting anymore im fukin bored and alone but i feel closer to god away from him.....even though i went to his church but he only for the show im like no.. ...anyway i aint going there done he is a good man at heart he works ihis ass of in the hot son he has a good bus and has raised his 2 kid alone good luck i tried i changed its strange.....i have no ill feelings torwd any one ...............omg bon jovi little runaway just came on 96.1 .........i had to get that out ........i just pray that i am doing the right hing because the back lash is kicken my ass rite now...........but when i look to the word it really makes a lot of sense..maybe im the fukin weirdo in here........