ever wants to take your essentials and just check out on your current life. Pack your bags, get in the car, spin the bottle and ever look back? Some days i just want to do that. Take me and my cat and just take off to somewhere better then here.
I swear some days the ppl in my life are incessant about being assholes to me and then wonder why i want to leave for good. Just get a map out or google someplace and go there. Find a job, find a decent place to live and check out of my current life.
Perhaps i may be a bit crazy...but perhaps i might be the most sane person you know?
I've been thinking a lot
I've been thinking a lot about Joe C. I never had the honor & privilege to meet him & that’s my definite loss. From what I know now, I see the important man & a friend he was, especially to Mr. Ritchie...& my heart continues to bleed for his loss. I don't know how many times I've watched Kid Rock's official video of Only God Knows Why, but I recently watched several times again. In the opening frames, the first thing to hit me…like a blow to my gut…was the absence of his Joe C tattoo (which I finally figured out thanks to Ms. Eulinberg’s picture in the Rebel Soul insert –it isn’t as easy to google his tattoos as one may first think). Its absence immediately gave me a timeframe & I knew the video to come would challenge my tears reserve & I was right. Even the thought, without watching, still does. To know & then to lose such a brilliant love light…a cherished soul…scars deep. How much so, I can unfortunately only imagine. I don’t like that God invited His angel home too soon…I really don’t like it at all. But despite all my efforts to micromanage Him, I’ve found that, indeed, only He knows why & I’m left to mourn, remember, & love… & also to trust, that even when I doubt Him greatly, He knows what He’s doing. But again, I don’t like it at all…& the passage of time ain’t gonna change that one damn bit. The only soothing perspective I can muster is that their grand friendship & love are forever immortalized & celebrated in Kid Rock’s videos & musical masterpieces…&, also, that Joe C. lives on in Mr. Ritchie & all others who knew & loved him so. My prayers for them continue. As I write, though, I just thought of another because of how I think of Joe C. from all the videos I watch…he was happy…I can see it in his stage presence…for he knew the great love of dear friends he got to spend precious time with, no matter how brief it may seem to others. For his happiness I thank Him & his friends…for Joe C. knew joy & that really really really matters.
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LOL! So he told them it was
LOL! So he told them it was medical marijuana and they still took his ass to jail huh? You can get a script for marinol or however you spell it. Funny thing is you have to have your script to prove that it is for medicinal use.
Old days are long gone where one man takes the fall. Nowadays everyone is a rat when the man pinches him. If they keep passing the buck no one hangs. I knew a cat when i worked for Technicolor Universal Media Services who was a temp worker and claimed just that. He said him and his cousin would take turns snitching each other out and no one went down. The cops were so busy going back and forth and promoted the narc shit they kept getting off....Was funny the other day saw one of them and he was grown holding a kid. Guess he couldn't get out of that one....