Backstage passes

My son cracks me up. He really thinks he's the king. I'm not gonna get to see Kid. He's such a nut. I love Kid don't get me wrong but 10g. He's got to be outa his mind. I would just like to shoot the shit and talk songs though and throw a few back. I'm not all like the type of girl that is all , oh I love you Kid, your so fine, your so hot. Not my style and I have a man . But it would be cool to meet him as a person, a real person who tells it like it is and isn't afraid of what someone thinks. I kinda resemble that remark. F em if they don't like it. It's my life anyway and I'm the one that answers to my maker. I don't need to look over my shoulder to see what I'm like as John Cougar used to say. Some people say that is selfish but really it's not, it's just life and I'm the most loving , giving person I know, besides my boys. My youngest is so sweet . He's my body guard at 6'4 and the most bad ass white boy I've ever seen. Lol other than Bobby and his American Badass self but I don't know that his is just an image. I know my boy is the real deal, running NFL time on the field, playing basketball like king of the hill, pitching all kinds of wild balls in baseball and knocking em outta the park, and hitting a golf ball like happy Gilmore. Yep, a freak of nature that boy is. Takes after his dad who had a full scholarship to OU and didn't take it. My son tore a major muscle in his leg back when neither of us had money and I don't think it could be repaired properly now. That little shit won the punt pass and kick for 5 cities, TCU , and all of Tx and Oklahoma and was one kick away on the field w the cowboys and jaguars from winning the whole thing and the whole family being flown to the NFL championship and he changed his shoes to look cool after I pleaded with him not to and blew his last kick. Oh well he got to meet Jerry Jones and jimmy Johnson and a few cowboys. The pictures are great. I never pushed him to do any of it. He would just say mom will you take me to

You wouldn't believe some of the nurses I've seen but they keep their private lives and business separate, at least most of them. Lol . They are human too. My son is calling the record label, , his manager, and said he would offer 10 g. I laughed and told the little shit I'd kick his butt if he spent that kind of money. I don't care how much he loves me. He just smiled and said its a surprise mom. I said surprise my ass, I brought you into this word and I can take you out. Just kidding though. I'm so shitfaced tonight, first Jamaican freeze, then sex on the beach, then a Bahama momma, then a buttery nipple, then baileys w coffee. Nothing better than a drunk that can't sleep. I love applebys. And now for a movie as my hubby snores off to sleep. Ahh shitfaced! Oh and BB I went and got a new outfit. A gold Ralph Lauren one sleeved shirt w a black mini with gold specks and my biker jacket I already had w gold studs from Neimans. My husband says its gaudy but its an original Carolina Herrera made for Neimans. I got some jeans and a black n white shirt and my husband says he likes it better but I say min w velvet gold studded biker jacket w spiked heels that are gold studded. Although couldn't find the heels they only had silver damn it. Still looking so may have to wear spiked heeled boots. Oh well.