“Porn Parade”
She was only sixteen
Looking for the California dream
Untouched so beautiful
Skin just like cream
Went to rehearsal
To shoot her first scene
Wound up in the back room
Down on her knees
Used to be kind of fun
But now she’s all used up inside
Made some money, bought some drugs
Lot’s of forgotten drunken nights
Tells her boyfriend lies
Can’t look him in the eyes
When she looks in the mirror
What she sees she despises
Sadie had it made
No, she never should have strayed
Innocence lost, look at how much it cost
Porn Parade, Porn Parade
As the camera starts to roll
This child Sadie
Does it hurt you all for me
Does it hurt you all for me to say kid rock is singing about me . And Jesus did say Satan has planted something in 2006, it was something bad that was going to happen in England, and later I said is this something else Satan planted, mad at some people for abusing me .
Wait a minute, Jesus loves
Wait a minute, Jesus loves the sinner not the sin but he wouldn't commit sin. Soooo it has to be Satan rolling, or Pami.
What would Jesus say about
What would Jesus say about that pami? Is that satan rolling that for ya or was Jesus hip?
Right, Roxy.
Right, Roxy.
After all he is singing about
After all he is singing about me, I remember the day when some of the songs from the album were inspired, wrote at nick cave's forum, is this another thing Satan has planted, read in the paper someone is trying to pass a law that if it were in effect the reporters during Watergate would have arrested, had to do with spying, was so upset at a church, some bands and spies, thinking they might have their hands in on it, someone at the website that day said to me go take some pills to calm down, I told them I don't like taking pills, I'm rolling one .
Some thoughts should just be
Some thoughts should just be kept too oneself.IAin you get my drift
Wrote I hope kid rock doesn't
Wrote I hope kid rock doesn't mine me telling you all about Rock and Roll Jesus, I've wanted to retract that statement, because I feel he should not mine .
These people, it says in
These people, it says in Isaiah it will come back upon them, thought of how I wrote here about how Stone Sour is depicting me in a video, I could say back to them Jesus depicted you, on the drawing there is a big sad face with one eye shut .
Does anyone know any other
Does anyone know any other options ? besides suing, and I will not write a book, not when bad things are happening, just the thought of it is awful, thought of making a video of me talking about these things, posting it at Stone Sour website would be a good payback, but I'm not going to do that, maybe too shy I guess .
And they told me to sell it
And they told me to sell it all, I would not could not sell the Lord .
The sons told me to sell it
The sons told me to sell it all, and yes it was in a song, and in Isaiah it says Daughter of Zion you have been sold for nothing . What to do about them spying on me, maybe I should have sued them, could have left the country, there is no closure, never felt drawn by the Holy Spirit to do that, just kept trying to get them to take my hand . Y'all know what I'm thinking now about how Stone Sour depicts me in the video Say You'll Haunt Me at the end the woman is handcuffed to a chair, does make you want to sue them, they are being so bad, my sons like the ground .
KRSVAL I will not go to
KRSVAL I will not go to another church in this country and talk to them, thank you all, but really nothing is wrong with me, just some people were hurting me, and it was for Jesus, writing on the internet has helped immensely, and I know to think of the church above as mine . Was thinking the other day about the priest that was traveling with kid rock when the album Rock and Rock Jesus came out, anyone here know his name or the church .
If I told you all I inspired
If I told you all I inspired the album Rock and Roll Jesus, would there be believe, and some respect would be nice, anyway the statement is true, and I hope kid rock doesn't mind me telling you all .
bluesuedeshoes was thinking
bluesuedeshoes was thinking the other day about you writing about tracking Santa, got a connection, tracking their mother they were .
Everyone needs help you wrote
Everyone needs help you wrote, what do think I've been saying and keep quoting, Isaiah Of all her sons would none help her, a fact is Jesus is making parts of the Holy Bible happen . I've said in the past when someone has said to me I need counseling, legal counseling, have thought a lawyer would at least probably believe me about them bugging my phone .
Glad I did not read your post
Glad I did not read your post until after the holidays .
Pam are you mute or deaf
Pam are you mute or deaf because you kinda write like my brother who is. Just curious . Pardon me if I'm wrong.
I agree with the last two
I agree with the last two posters, Pam. Please seek some help. You will feel so much better, promise.
Pam, I agree with Ms. B...
Pam, I agree with Ms. B...
Everyone needs help once in awhile. I think you would be much happier if you find a professional to help you sort out some of the things you have been posting about. It's really not making any sense, and you need to know why. Catholic Family/Social Services offers counseling assistance based on income--they are in the phone book. Best of Luck to you.
Hi Pam--I'm not trying to be
Hi Pam--I'm not trying to be mean. But have You ever thought about seeking professional mental help?
You seem like an intelligent person--
You shouldn't have to live in your own world of fear. It's not healthy.
Doom and gloom and paranoia isn't healthy for anyone my Friend.
The truth behind the song,
The truth behind the song, after letting them know I knew the phone was being bugged back in 2005 when some people from China were joining this church, they attack me with a song Lights and Sounds, some of the lyrics from it, don't you see the lights and sounds heralding you in [they mean bands singing about me] say it sober [at that time did not really ever drink much] sell it all they sing in the song tell how you needed love and no one was there, kind of weird that they sold it and are telling everyone for me, and I do think of Isaiah 51 They are drunk by the Hand of the Lord .
The song Lights and Sounds by
The song Lights and Sounds by Yellow card, was an attack upon me by a church, some bands and spies, Isaiah 51 My sons like the ground like a street to be walked over, was thinking the other day how the Holy Bible says If people hate and exclude you and say mean evil things because of Jesus leap for joy great is your reward in Heaven, in that way I should have great peace .
msbehavin you wrote are you
msbehavin you wrote are you scared ? John 12:15 Do not be afraid O Daughter of Zion see your King is coming, Isaiah 51 Of all her sons were there none to take her and guide . My letters about bad things happening, all I ever wanted was a phone number to call, they took the phone away from me, because of what they were doing, my sons, my sons, my sons of the Kingdom of the Lord, by the Holy Spirit I know that is who they are, I felt Jesus saying more than once I come Home to Him like an arrow of light, so no I'm not afraid .
Sorry I was drinking last
Sorry I was drinking last night, when I wrote those last 3 post . And they sing in the song Lights and Sounds about me, say it sober .
Officially, Pam. I give up.
Officially, Pam. I give up.
It did not post what i just
It did not post what i just wrote !
Bluesuedeshoe, what ?????
Bluesuedeshoe, what ?????
Wrote the Santa spirit,
Wrote the Santa spirit, thought I should correct myself, kids would say what do you mean the Santa spirit, I would say in the spirit of Santa . Heard something on the radio tonight about Santa and spirit, 98 rock .
Sorry Pam I am confused, I no
Sorry Pam I am confused, I no nothing of NASA doing anything special at the holidays, but they did formally address the "end" date "predicted" by the Mayans. NORAD, the radar people tracked the Christmas sleigh for the kids.
There is a new song that has
There is a new song that has been kind of bothering me by Fun, they sing in a song about something wonderful came out of lying, can only say they were not the ones being hurt . Lies of the beautiful People by Sixx Am, always felt the song helped, and it was put in a very good way explaining what they, a church, some bands and spies were doing . With the exception of the bands that were with this church, and spies, feel any songs that came out about me after 2006 when I started writing on the internet are alright .
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