The best kiss I ever got
Sun, 05/19/2013 - 5:50am — Rjl1969
The best kiss I ever had
Was the one I never got
Made me kinda sad
Thought maybe he'd forgot
It's the thought I've been missing
It never goes away
Of his lips to mine, sweet kissing
The one that I may never find
How could he ever forget
And leave these sweet lips behind
Blows my mind and leaves me talking
Walked right by smiling
And just kept on walking.
I thought hey, stop, it's me!
But he couldn't hear the thoughts in my head
Maybe it just wasn't meant to be.
And as I turned to walk away in disgrace
I turned to look one more time,
SOB wasn't at work. He stole
SOB wasn't at work. He stole a customers phone and pawned it. The cell phone had tracking and the owner tracked it and got to the pawn shop just after he left. The pawn shop guy knows him as he steals constantly I guess. They took away his good shifts but didn't fire him. He dogded a bullet. I have friends where he works and they are going to say he swung at me and I was only defending myself. Blue...I have not been drinking at all. This man targeted me and took something that I can never get back. I know it's not as bad as rape but I sure feel like it. If I lie down and take it he will do it to someone else. His fellow workers gave me his address. I guess they want to see him get his too.
Once you initiate violence,
Once you initiate violence, you cannot control it. What if he has a gun, an knife, some friends watching? What if he falls, hits, his head and dies? A good smack sounds like a great idea, but it escalates. Please James, your kids need you every day. Not in prison. Honor my request to you as a friend, and go see someone to defuse your anger. Remember, YOUR KIDS NEED YOU HERE. And thank goodness you were not drinking, please do not while you are dealing with this, it just acts as a trigger.
Don't let that SOB get you in
Don't let that SOB get you in trouble--not worth it
Listen to me please. Stop
Listen to me please. Stop drinking. Deep breathe. Calm down. Go to bed and get some sleep. And, please James, go to counseling to put this down so it does not end up eating you alive. K?