“Porn Parade”
She was only sixteen
Looking for the California dream
Untouched so beautiful
Skin just like cream
Went to rehearsal
To shoot her first scene
Wound up in the back room
Down on her knees
Used to be kind of fun
But now she’s all used up inside
Made some money, bought some drugs
Lot’s of forgotten drunken nights
Tells her boyfriend lies
Can’t look him in the eyes
When she looks in the mirror
What she sees she despises
Sadie had it made
No, she never should have strayed
Innocence lost, look at how much it cost
Porn Parade, Porn Parade
As the camera starts to roll
This child Sadie
Thanks everyone for letting
Thanks everyone for letting me vent, appreciate all comments. It turned out to be best I didn't go last night, my sister called later and told me he was doing better. I went tonight and had time alone with one of my other sisters and brother in law who I don't get chance to see often; long story but my sister and my mom had falling out over ten years ago because of something that happened between her husband and one of my other sisters. No one else in family has held anything against my sister or her husband, especially my dad, but my mom won't let it go. Anyway, my dad woke up a couple times,I think he recognized us, but went right back to sleep. I'm comforted to know he recognized me when I kissed him goodbye and he's in a very nice facility with very kind people who are keeping him comfortable.
So glad to hear.
So glad to hear.
Do you follow your brain or
Do you follow your brain or your heart, is a question I suggel with DAILY.
I belive,...well duhh,.you have to choose your battels. Look at it in "long terms"
Is it worth all costs
or can it wait
Anybody in my opion that can live past eighty and be in respectable heath both physical and finicaily
Gets EVERY Bit of my respect
FOLLOW YOUR HEART
NO MATTER
WHO
or
WHAT
If you were unable to drive
If you were unable to drive responsibly then, in my opinion, you did the right thing. I couldn't be there when my Mom passed and you hurt terribly no matter whether you are there or not. The rest of the family was there for her, and that was what mattered. She passed into the grace of God surrounded by those who loved her.
My husband's dad is on
My husband's dad is on hospice care as well. My husband has slowed down his appearances and calls. I try and not question if he has called or seen him each day.... don't wanna make him feel bad because I know he can't handle seeing his father like this and talking the way he is (he wants to give up). He's told me what he's said to him... like he called him up on his birthday (my husband's) and said to him thank you for giving me life, for I wouldn't of been graced with such a GOOD life. Makes me tear up just thinking about it. When he was in the hospital, I visited him with my husband and gave him a very long hug and looked him in the eye... and we both shook our heads yes. I pretty much was saying with my eyes... thank you for giving me such a wonderful husband and please know I will take care of your son for the rest of my days... yet I just couldn't come out with it and speak those words as I didn't want it to sound like my ending peace... because I wanted to keep faith and hope alive, ya know. It's so hard to figure out the things that we do, WCG.. especially times like these.. never been through them before.. don't want to go through them. I think you are doing the right thing and handling it the way you feel you can. I have another relative who has been fighting brain cancer all his life, 2nd cousin whom we were not very close with but mom used to take us to visit when we were young a lot. My mom and their mom are cousins. He's now 40 and took a turn for the worse... tumor grown at the bottom and forced him paralyzed on the one side. The family is very open and wants distant family to visit him.. where as my sibling wants to remember him in the good times.. and can't manage to go see him. Like Val said... we all handle it different ways... I don't think there's a right or wrong here.. you do what you can, hugs
People handle grief in many
People handle grief in many different ways..I can see your point, not driving if you have been drinking...
but I would try to go back if there is still time. Even if your Dad is unconscious, he may still be able to hear you, feel your presence.. and yes your Mom and family may need you now.
This is a difficult time for everyone, sometimes best handled together. Just my 2 cents--I went thru this 10 years ago around this time with my own Dad (cancer)..
God Bless