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1 year Survivor

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    1 year Survivor
    KidRockAngel says (03 Feb '10)

    One year ago today, Devastating news
    Chased all my dreams and hopes away
    As I sat on the cold table, in my paper gown
    The Doc was reading from my chart
    with his head turned down.

    He tried to be positive while giving me the facts
    But once I heard Cancer, It hit me like an Axe
    My mind took off in a million directions
    This cant happen to me.. A state of rejection
    Hundreds of images flashed before my eyes
    My Children and Family, All I could do was cry

    In 2 weeks, They will Cut into me, They will
    try to save my breast, but no guarantee
    The fear is all encompassing and fogs your mind
    Imagining the mutilation made me wish I was blind
    But I knew I would do whatever it took
    To stay with my Fam, My faith wasnt shook

    Its been a long year filled with sickness and pain
    But I've been given a gift and had so much to gain
    Ive found true friends that love me and have my back
    and thanks to chemo and Radiation, I STILL HAVE MY RACK!!!!

    Love you guys. lol

    Angel

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kidrockangel's picture
on Wed, 02/03/2010 - 2:49am

One year ago today, Devastating news
Chased all my dreams and hopes away
As I sat on the cold table, in my paper gown
The Doc was reading from my chart
with his head turned down.

He tried to be positive while giving me the facts
But once I heard Cancer, It hit me like an Axe
My mind took off in a million directions
This cant happen to me.. A state of rejection
Hundreds of images flashed before my eyes
My Children and Family, All I could do was cry

In 2 weeks, They will Cut into me, They will
try to save my breast, but no guarantee
The fear is all encompassing and fogs your mind
Imagining the mutilation made me wish I was blind
But I knew I would do whatever it took
To stay with my Fam, My faith wasnt shook

Its been a long year filled with sickness and pain
But I've been given a gift and had so much to gain
Ive found true friends that love me and have my back
and thanks to chemo and Radiation, I STILL HAVE MY RACK!!!!

Love you guys. lol

Angel

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Belle Green's picture

I am publishing this one. Love you, beautiful!

:)

Heather_118's picture

Angel, well that is who you are, right? I get that now. I came in here not even realizing how tight everyone is. I think it's great! Shit, I was a bitch right back to everyone (sorry!!! dylan...do ya hear that?lol).

I'm just really glad you are still here and that I found this site!

kidrockangel's picture

Cause lord knows Cancer should be illegal when it comes to Tits and ass

kidrockangel's picture

hahaha Im to tired to think..lol But I'm glad we still have our sense of humor.

scooper131's picture

is that the start of a new poem...

if we don't laugh we will cry....
if we don't live, we will die.....

hey...you started it............

kidrockangel's picture

hehehehe Good one. lol

If we dont laugh we cry lol

scooper131's picture

LOL , that's awesome.....hopefully that will be all the cancer poems that will be written about me!! If not I'm looking for you for part 2......even though I did think of a start to a song about colon cancer....

Doctor, Doctor look at my ass...
there's a swollen mass
that's growing fast.........

I must be really tired............

kidrockangel's picture

Dear Shawn

This one is for you Darlin

Colon Cancer wrecked my Ass

Its been 5 yrs since the beast found my colon
I remember it well, we were all out Bowlin
And as I chucked the ball,
I thought Geez my ass feels swolen

Its been a long battle but my ass is all good
I did all the treatments like a good boy should

Now they tell me theres a spot on my Liver
Just the thought makes me shiver
But I'm not ready to go down the river
I've still got a many years to deliver

So Help us find a cure so that cancer will Pass
Give me my life back and save all our ass (es)

hehehehehe

scooper131's picture

Congrats!! Nice poem .....I will hit 5 years July 27th ....and I've not written a poem YET! LOL it's hard to rhyme with colon.....maybe I'll write a song since I had colon cancer and call it "colon cancer wrecked my ass"! lol....jk....seriously, I do understand what you've been through and keep it up!! Hell, the spot is in my liver now...what the hell rhymes with liver?

Connie Jo_3's picture

Prayer works! Always keeping the Faith...and always keeping my dear friends in my prayers!!!

Congrats and God Bless Angel...your name say's it all! :)

kidrockangel's picture

Thanks heather. im glad too. Its hard to get to know someone with just written word to go by. Especially with a sarcastic Bitch like me lol......

Alot of peeps get all uptight to quote Mr Rock. lol Those that follow the rule If you cant say anything nice, dont say anything al all.... I can appreciate that, But I cant follow it. I have this mad desire to tell all what I really think... hehehehehe And a mad desire to defend my friends (even if I dont always agree with them.....)

I'm a pain in the ass most times but Inspite of that, I'm also a loyal friend and I try to be a good person, so if ya think I'm a sorry ass bitch, Just hang around awhile. I'll grow on ya. lol

I love ya too heather.

Heather_118's picture

Angel, I know we had a rocky start in our friendship, but I'm glad we worked it out because I think you are awesome! You make me think of you when I think of strength. You make me think of you when I think of determination too. Your love for your family has kept you strong!

Good job at kicking Cancers ASS! :)

kidrockangel's picture

I couldnt have made it without all of you cheering me on. It meant the world to me. Really Thanks

bluesuedeshoe's picture

Love you too, and glad you are with us. Keep fighting Angel, you do us all proud.

ANGELIQUE LACRISSA's picture

god bless you angel luv ya girl

Lady Viper's picture

Heart touching poem! I fear it's coming my way. You are an insperation. AND a great writer!

lorilslaven's picture

Angel, the poem is beautiful.
I admire you for your strength and determination.
~ Yay~ for your rack!!!

kidrockangel's picture

Thanks Guys!!!!

jade-FXD's picture

Congratulations Angel! As Action says, it is *awesome*! Stay strong girl! (and yes, woo hoo for Racks! who doesn't like a good rack?) :-)

TheRoxy's picture

YAY FOR RACKS

Sherry J's picture

I knew you would beat it Angel!! Love you girl!!!

Action's picture

Angel, I've seen many friends battle cancer. Its great to hear when someone wins. Thats why its important to tell our kids we love them daily, life can change so fast. I wish you all the best. That is AWESOME!!!
Jack

TheRoxy's picture

YAY ANGEL

And my new Rack is one year old today