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    Another Legal Document....Whatever!
    angela says (01 Nov '08)

    Relationship...Complicated, more like stupid, ridulous, and staight up F--KED UP! I married "him" in 2004 in between one of the many prison stints he "likes" doing. He's been locked up the whole time and I knew him on the outside off and on over the years. Did I love him? Maybe. Do I love him? Sometimes. He got out to work release in February of this year, we finally did the deed making the marriage, legal I guess. (whatever!) Right before his rlease into the parole part he decided not to tell me he was moving back in with his previous girl. (I'm sure ongoing over out time too!) Since then, he's left her, f--ked her best friend getting her pregnant, left her is living with another chick with 3 or 4 kids already, and has motive why he's there. I know this cuz for some reason we hang out once in awhile, (sex) and bullshit. I hate myself daily for continuing any type of relationship with this piece of shit, I have no clue why I do. Now I'm lying because I think I have another motive inside me. No No No No I'm not pregnant (which would only be an act from God if I were!) I think I actually hate him. What in the world do I want with him? I know I'm pretty much a loner and stay away from alot of people, (mostly the ones from my past), trust makes it hard to be around anyone....blablabla, now I'm not making sense. I gotta go back to work, one more day opf doubles after this shift. I tend bar tonite, what a relief! Hey and a great big hug to all of you and your great words of wisdom. C U Soon!

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on Sat, 11/01/2008 - 2:46pm

Relationship...Complicated, more like stupid, ridulous, and staight up F--KED UP! I married "him" in 2004 in between one of the many prison stints he "likes" doing. He's been locked up the whole time and I knew him on the outside off and on over the years. Did I love him? Maybe. Do I love him? Sometimes. He got out to work release in February of this year, we finally did the deed making the marriage, legal I guess. (whatever!) Right before his rlease into the parole part he decided not to tell me he was moving back in with his previous girl. (I'm sure ongoing over out time too!) Since then, he's left her, f--ked her best friend getting her pregnant, left her is living with another chick with 3 or 4 kids already, and has motive why he's there. I know this cuz for some reason we hang out once in awhile, (sex) and bullshit. I hate myself daily for continuing any type of relationship with this piece of shit, I have no clue why I do. Now I'm lying because I think I have another motive inside me. No No No No I'm not pregnant (which would only be an act from God if I were!) I think I actually hate him. What in the world do I want with him? I know I'm pretty much a loner and stay away from alot of people, (mostly the ones from my past), trust makes it hard to be around anyone....blablabla, now I'm not making sense. I gotta go back to work, one more day opf doubles after this shift. I tend bar tonite, what a relief! Hey and a great big hug to all of you and your great words of wisdom. C U Soon!

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teresa_67's picture

No one can tell u want to do, you need to find ur own happiness it starts with finding urself. Ask urself how do I want other people to treat me? No one deserves 2 B mistreated. Sure we think we love them, set urself free from heart ache and pain. Find urself in due time when ur are happy with urself u will meet mr right if u quit searching it will happen. Then someday u will look back and say How could Ive let him do that 2 me? I deserve so much better. Live and learn if u learn from ur mistakes than its all worth it Take care have a great 4th of July celebrate ur freedom to B U

cindy_137's picture

it's really easy for people to sit back and give you adice. but sitting back and looking at the situation, and actually being in , is two different things. only you can make choices for yourself. step back, and think about the situation. in the end, you will make the right choice for yourself. take care.

DetroitRockGirl_2's picture

Time to haul balls outta there, girl... as fast as you can go, as far away as you can go without losing your support network. Sending hugs your way for strength.........

kidrockschic's picture

Girl please....don't give that man any more p*ssy! He's not worthly.

rocknrollstroll's picture

oh YOU are killing me Angel....what is more satisfying than that????

rocknrollstroll's picture

It sounds asthough you have enough problems without this jailhouse lover...
Work through your own issuses and than love, lust will find you.
You attract people that mirror your image...
Get rid of the asshole no matter how lonley you are...I would much rather finger fuck myself than tolerate some ass who thinks he can just step all over me and do what he wants when he wants...and leaving you waiting for the next bootie call ..yuck..with your self esteem lower than the carpet.
Kick him hard and make sure you have fucking pointy stilettos on. fuckem~!

natureboy's picture

maybe your attracted to the badboy types or just like the way he gives it to ya.either way its a dead end situation and only you know how far you want the games to continue.

carolsue's picture

i agree with kevin loose that jerk, no one deserves to be treated like that.

everyone deserves someone to love and care for them, one day the right one will come along, not this fucker though.

have a double.

That Guy's picture

Drop that fool like you've dropped a bad habit or two.. Life is too short to waste your time with losers....

Find someone who can treast you right, find someone who can make you feel good about yourself.. Find someone who can teach you the true feeling and meaning of love...

Pour me a shot....